B.O.O.B.S

I think we all know that I'm a pretty horrible blogger, ahah. I mean, don't deny it. I disappear for months at a time .. I hardly comment, and I basically just suck at it. To my credit, I've warned you from the beginning. But I definitely READ and take in what everyone is saying. I follow Amy's postings religiously.. I know what's going on in the blog universe for the most part. So it comes as really no surprise that when I heard about the BOOBS convention in Chicago that I was like "seriously?! That's soooo cooooool!" .. because, to me, I know you all. Here's the thing. You don't all know me. I don't talk to any of you outside reading your blogs.. so even though I feel like I know you and I feel like we're friends.. we're kinda not. I mean, we definitely could be.. but we're not. And because *I* don't blog as often or as well as other people, you definitely probably don't feel like you know me. So I argued with myself over whether or not I could even go to something like this - even after it was made clear that everyone was invited, lol. So then I started thinking.. well, I probably won't go. Then I thought.. wait. I need to see what Drazil looks like. Then I thought... but ahhh, no one knows me. But you know what -- at the end of the day, I'm pretty sick of the fact that I have let my weight hold me back from TONS of social situations in the past. So, tentatively, I'm in. Chicago is only a 2.5 hour drive from where I live in Michigan. and hey, I have 5 months to make friends before I get there ;)